Living the Dream One Nightmare at a Time

Humor has always been my method of dealing with fear and trauma. Having grown up in an abusive household and dealing with terror almost daily, I'm pretty damn adept at diffusing tense or heavy situations with a bit of dry snark. My default reaction to anything stressful is to keep a level head and make... Continue Reading →


Today is the anniversary of my oaths and vows to Loki. I took the day off with the intention of doing something with intent and working on the book, but as usual, my body had other ideas. But Loki still came, and this day is still meaningful. I haven't been dedicated to him for long,... Continue Reading →

There Was an Incident

ECT 2020 may be a virtual event this year on account of, well, 2020, but that doesn't mean that fuckery isn't afoot. Tonight was the Loki blót, performed with 30-odd people via Zoom. It was awesome, and E did a wonderful job as always leading the blót (and the Loki vé is gorgeous), but of... Continue Reading →

Saga of the Jetta GLI

This veers away from the usual content I share, but this story is too good to not tell. It's not quite as astronomically impossible as The Story of ECT 2018, but still pretty improbable and mind-blowing. And hey, I've been naming my cars after Loki's children for almost 20 years, so there's your Loki-connection to... Continue Reading →

A Fox Among Ravens

Last month, I teased a bit about a project I had in the works. And then I forgot to update about it. Because I'm damn awesome like that. Now I get to unveil my latest endeavor and maybe tease at yet another thing I've been waiting on. Or maybe not. Tricksters. . . who can... Continue Reading →

A Lokian’s Take on Fenrir Worship

I don't dislike Fenrir. I have a massive soft spot for him, I really do. He's not an inherently evil being, and his fury is very much understandable. I get it. But that doesn't mean I condone what comes of that fury.

Some Things Aren’t Worth Saving

For some inexplicable reason, there's been a noticeable uptick lately in debates around "reclaiming" the swastika. WHY?! It's frustrating enough to see arguments in favor of trying to erase the stigma and bring it back into the fold, but it's absolutely enraging to see people respond to the "let it go" statements with arrogant "well... Continue Reading →

Lea 1, Plague 0

Oy, I did not intend to have such a long hiatus. I'm mostly recovered from Covid-19 now, but the radio silence has been more of a "I have lots of nonsense I'm working on" thing and less of a "PLAGUE!" thing (though the fatigue issues I've dealt with since my appendix issues have definitely been... Continue Reading →

I’m Listening

One of the (many) constant refrains in this blog is "listen and pay attention." It's the advice I offer when people ask how to develop the lines of communication with the gods, it's what I said in my last post about learning how to honor the land spirits, and now it's something I'm imploring for... Continue Reading →

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