It’s been a while since I’ve written, and it’s going to be a while longer. Don’t want to leave you hanging, so quick update: I’m sick, I’ve been sick since Saturday, and symptoms worsened enough today that I did an e-visit with the hospital. Tests are still very limited in my state, so the doctor said, “in otherwise healthy individuals under 65 that are symptom positive we are presuming they are positive. Your symptoms are consistent with COVID.”
So is COVID-19 the reason for the fever, chills, and full body aches that make moving painful? I hope not. I was hoping it was allergies and/or the crappy weather teaming up with my usual stress and anxiety, but today I’ve been having trouble catching my breath, and it currently feels like a tank is sitting on my chest, so who knows. It’s only presumed because there aren’t enough tests for people in my area. It’s one way to quit smoking, but thing is, I don’t want to quit smoking. Especially since I’m even more stressed and anxious because I don’t know how my employer is going to handle the quarantine the doctor imposed. We’ve been on skeleton crew for the past month. Hasn’t stopped the steady stream of customers coming up to my desk. If it is COVID, I’m not surprised. I’ve been waiting for it to hit me because of work. Still, I don’t want it to be COVID. It would be nice to know one way or the other. It would be nice to have a smoke right now. I’m an extremely fatigued, achy, sweaty ball of nerves right now. I’m already counting down the days til I can take a deep breath and unwind with a whisky-laced coffee and a cigarette. Here’s to hoping that’s sooner rather than later.
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Really sorry to hear this! Funnily enough I was wondering how you were earlier…strange
Wishing you a speedy recovery & if I have your permission I can keep you in my prayers (?)
Feel better soon x
Hah, why did “Rhinestone Cowboy” just pop into my head? 😁 I appreciate you thinking of me, thank you.
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LOL! I think it’s Lokis way of showing his happiness at his peeps connecting!
Glad to hear you are no worse! You stay safe x
I’m sorry with all my heart to hear this news and am sending good mojo for swift healing ♥️
It seems we need Eir more than ever these days. Whatever this is, I ask for Eir’s healing blessings for you my friend. Take care of yourself. Much love.
Thank you, love. ❤️ Hail Eir!
Get well soon!
Thank you! Doing my best! 😊